Not Being Able To Hug My Friends/ Family

Waking up very late on a special day that I will never see again. To cold to move out of the bed and get ready for the day. My mom calling my grandma telling her happy birthday telling her that she is a day young. I cant feel my toes because I did not have any socks on and the heat was turned of in my house. The news people said it was going to rain all day . That made me just want to stay in the bed even longer. My mom saying ” No we cant do that we made a promise”. We had to go do something and go visit my grandma on her birthday. She lives in her own house so it was not hard for us to get to her. But we had to were a mask so she did not get sick or we did not get sick. I love her to the moon and back. But first we had to go to Walmart I was on the phone with a friend/ Sister and she she was saying she had to go to Walmart. So I go in the line waiting to get in its hot out side but they said that it was going to rain. I finally get in and go looking for things that I need and want. So as I was checking and about to walk to my car someone pops up. There it was my friend I could not even hug her because I have not seen her in so long and I just wanted to give her a big hug. She was so happy to see me that all we could do is sit there and talk and arm bump each other and I told her I will call her later and i’m about to go. So she went in Walmart and when I got in the car all I could do was cry. Because it really hurt me that we could not hug each other and I missed her. SO then I went to go see my grandma. I got to her house and she told me that I could not come in her house with no mask. I had one on already I came in and said happy birthday and gave her card and gift. She really liked it. I went in for a hug and she said boy don’t hug me I cant get sick and I felt some type of way. It was only for the good. I forgot about this social distancing stuff. I just want it to be normal again and be able to hug my friends and family. Covid-19 need to go back were it came from because i’m sick of this. Fist bump.