I AM READY for June 1st for them to say my name and give me my diploma and say well done. When I got the news that we were going to have a drive in graduation I was so happy because I was waiting on this day to come and it did. It is 7:00pm and I can’t wait. We have to be there at 5:30.And I’m going to walk my walk and talk my talk. When they call my name I shout on stage and I want to hear all of the car horns of people that came out to support me. My mom said she is going to go crazy and she went to blow her horn and scream. We are going to probably decorate our car to make it nice and I just can’t wait. I want to see all of my friends and tell them that I’m going to miss them and that I wish them the best and that we are one. Also I hope to see some of them in the bright future and that I love them. I loved high school I learned a lot and made a lot of great friends and relationships with such good people. I thank MHS for being there because without them I don’t know where I would be. I thank all of the teachers that have had to put up with me since freshman year to senior year thank you. And I’m going to miss y’all and everything. And I’m going to go on to bigger and better things and I will do well.

Waking up very late on a special day that I will never see again. To cold to move out of the bed and get ready for the day. My mom calling my grandma telling her happy birthday telling her that she is a day young. I cant feel my toes because I did not have any socks on and the heat was turned of in my house. The news people said it was going to rain all day . That made me just want to stay in the bed even longer. My mom saying ” No we cant do that we made a promise”. We had to go do something and go visit my grandma on her birthday. She lives in her own house so it was not hard for us to get to her. But we had to were a mask so she did not get sick or we did not get sick. I love her to the moon and back. But first we had to go to Walmart I was on the phone with a friend/ Sister and she she was saying she had to go to Walmart. So I go in the line waiting to get in its hot out side but they said that it was going to rain. I finally get in and go looking for things that I need and want. So as I was checking and about to walk to my car someone pops up. There it was my friend I could not even hug her because I have not seen her in so long and I just wanted to give her a big hug. She was so happy to see me that all we could do is sit there and talk and arm bump each other and I told her I will call her later and i’m about to go. So she went in Walmart and when I got in the car all I could do was cry. Because it really hurt me that we could not hug each other and I missed her. SO then I went to go see my grandma. I got to her house and she told me that I could not come in her house with no mask. I had one on already I came in and said happy birthday and gave her card and gift. She really liked it. I went in for a hug and she said boy don’t hug me I cant get sick and I felt some type of way. It was only for the good. I forgot about this social distancing stuff. I just want it to be normal again and be able to hug my friends and family. Covid-19 need to go back were it came from because i’m sick of this. Fist bump.

Looking at the wall looking like there going to fall. Missing the call to see if the problem was resolved. Eating food looking pregnant but did not think it was argent. Sleeping the day away but up to make the deadline. Just trying to speed by the time but at last it was mine. In the worst season of this time I’m trying to make it rhyme. When I’m locked up they want to let me out but dreaming is all I could do. Doing homework to pass the time I thought I could never chime. Watching TV to see what was good but it looks like the channels where to booed. Hearing my mom talk to me about college I wanted to abolish. Trying to feel free but shut down the streets. I Wanted ice cream but it melted in my heart and I did not know what I was going to talk about but it was about speed. This may not make sense but I just want to blog for free. Playing on my phone all day thinking that it will turn off the screen On face time with friends and having game night I wish we could see. There was nothing to really do but get to work from 12 to 3. Cleaning the house is hard but I just want a shopping spree. PSA opening up the world on May 4th but I was last to drop my fork. Trying to make YouTube videos but got sidetracked and felt like it was on the floor. Taking time out write is hard for me but jumping up and down was just for me.

The question on the prompt was Everyone’s addicted to something in some shape or form. What are somethings you would consider yourself addicted to or something you couldn’t go without? This is a hard question that I thought I could never answer in my life time. To me this is a hard question to me because I have a lot of addictions and I have to pick one or consider my self. This question is deep. So if I had one addiction witch I do it will be sweets I have these in my blood and I think that its a problem I just love sweets. I try to stay off the sweets and try to keep from buying them. I cant go with out it I love all sweets and I really hunbun’s they are the best and I think that I am obsessed with them and I try to eat more healthy and I try to say no to sweets when I know I don’ t need them. I try to eat and Apple or a home meal so I am full and not try to eat the sweets. So I think that these is my addiction so let me know what is your addiction let me know and how you try to get over it. This was a good question and I think that people should really do this question it really make you think about what it is and its hard to really chose on like for me so whats your addiction.

A while back my teacher thought of something clever to do for our class. But this was not no ordinary project or homework assignment it was more than that. Going through your mind, think of a prompt to ask the class trying to make it good that people would like instead of making myself look bad in front of everyone. Trying to wonder what to ask the teacher for instructions. Sitting next to a friend looking at her slide seeing all the good ideas she had but I could yet find one of my own. I started to go through other classmates’ slides to see what their Idea was so I could try to spark something in my mind. I always remember coming in and the teacher saying you have 15 min to free write to this prompt and they were all ways good. So i thought about what do people like. Then it sparked in my head Disney shows. Who doesn’t like Disney? Well I asked a friend and she said that would be great and people would go into detail about it and I was happy that I found something. But the bell rang and I did not get to start on it. As soon as I got home I got on my Chromebook and I began to work on it. I had the best time with it. I was thinking outside the box. So the question was  Disney has been delighting the world with movie magic since the ’30s. Have you ever pictured yourself in a Disney movie? And If so what character would you be and you have to be it for the rest of your life. Also pick the one that best describes you. So if I could be any Disney I would want to Aladdin because he is very magical and can do anything and he goes through a lot and comes out strong and I would not mind being this for the rest of my life because he cool and I like him I could go on and on but I’m going to keep it sweet and short. So what character do you chose let me know.

  It seems like that my life is fat and full of tacos. That is the only thing that I seem to like ever since I have been in the house that is all I think of when it comes down to food. Going through the taco bell line everyday getting the same thing and going during their happy hours I go and get their freezes and they are a dollar.  They have different kinds and I just get the one that I feel each day. And these had made me think that it’s OK to go out and pay everyday for it. Blowing my money. Then I started to think maybe what if I was getting food from them, what if they had the corna and I did not know that they had it. So I had to think about that and how it could impact me and my family. Tomorrow is ester and I have to think how can I make that day like every other Easter so I have to do things I would do like getting up going to church online then going to my aunt house and having dinner and doing a little Easter egg hunt outside but we will only have a few people over and celebrating. But I think that I am just putting on weight and just running every Sunday. But taco bell is my favorite and it’s like an addiction and I just have to have it. It’s a thing that I just like. So no more taco bell for me for awhile. 

Doing everything to make sure I had the best of the best as possible and that nothing was going to stop me and I had everything planned out. Going prom shopping and getting my cap and gown and also buying things that were extra to my senior year. Me and my BFF counted down on how many days we had left until school was out for us and what we were going to do over the summer and how we were going to get on track and get ready for college. But it’s just not the case that I will be getting an email from my school saying that graduation is still on but IF it would get pushed back it will be on june 4th or 5th and I just did not know how to take that and I felt like there was no hope. But the countdown did not stop. I believe that we will have it and I know that this virus is going to go away because I believe that god will not take anything special away. I’m not going to get churchy but I have to just say can’t nobody do things like my god. He is awesome and so I’m going to keep trusting and holding on and I will see May 18 and that is my graduation day. I have been through to much out of these 4 years my mom has fought for me and been on me and these is the award and teachers have done so much for me and I want to move to the next level in my life so I can become bigger and better and look back and say how far I come and What I can be down the road. But May 18 here I come.

I feel like there is nothing else to do but stay home and eat and sleep and do Tik Toks around the house like I am a superstar. Hearing my mom saying seat my ass down even though that I can’t because all I do is look at my 4 walls. Calling people and face timing them people that I have not talk to in years. Calling my friends that go to my school that live right up the street with borediaztion and play uno on the phone talking big talk. Going in and out of my mom room talking to her and getting tired of these messed up sleep schedule. How can I not feel like I’m a ball being kicked around. A great friend of mine came home today after being at her friend’s house stuck because of these corona stuff. She said I’m coming to your house and we are going to do something fun. Just put on a fake mask and some playing clothes and be ready to come outside in your backyard. So I go and do so and I possible cannot think that what we will be doing in my backyard. I have a big backyard with nothing in it so I was lost for a min. She came down with all of my friends and we said hi from a distance and she said we are going to play social distancing kick ball. I thought well how do you play that without being by each other.  So she got in the middle of my yard and was yelling on how the game goes and how we had to be 6ft apart and to tag someone. You have to throw the ball at them and if you are close to a person by any chance that is an out. So It was a twist to the game and i like that and so we played that and my team won and it was something that was different to me. I did not know how creative that we could be in my backyard. We played for about 20 min until we got tired and came in and washed our hands. I had a fun day with my friends and they are the best.

Having all of these calls kind of makes me nervous hearing all of these calls can almost definitely give you a headache. Getting up early in the morning trying to look good so when I get on the calls I don’t look like a rat. Trying to keep up with all of these calls from every teacher trying to be at everyone’s call. It seems like to me that everyone is playing  the calls at the same time. I have to plan out what time I have to get on the call and what time I have to get off so I can get on the other call. In case you didn’t know what zoom was, Zoom is the leader in modern enterprise video communications, with an easy, reliable cloud platform for video and audio conferencing, collaboration, chat, and webinars across mobile devices, desktops, telephones, and room systems. Zoom Rooms is the original software-based conference room solution used around the world in board, conference, huddle, and training rooms, as well as executive offices and classrooms. I like being at home knowing that I can work on my time but I miss being in the classroom hands on. So I can get help instead of emailing a teacher then have to wait until they respond and by time they do that you are done doing the homework. Everyone is using zoom so people are jumping in on the wrong calls and messing with people on there and so you have to be careful of what you say on there and look to see who all is on there. I just wanted to say my opinion about this zoom and that I think that it’s getting the job done that I need it to do.